the real me

Flipping through the days
And passing by those moments
When i paused to seek my reflection
I found... that it wasn't me

The girl dancing in the rain
The singing bird in night
The one trying to know it all
I somewhere knew it wasn't me

In the rush of an hour
In the fast pace of this world
Trying to adapt to a stronger version
This new identity that you see, isn't me

This new created identity
Merely a cover up for the lost girl be
N harder i try to be back to the older version
All efforts go in vain, i don't find me

The build up so concrete
Overpowering everything that's weak
But blinking through those sleepless nights
I still try to seek the real me

Went places to places
Questioned one or the other
Alas !! Only to my disappointment
Somewhere far, i had lost me

Where art thou, the lil innocent girl
Where art thou, the cute lil monster
Where art thou, the genuine me
Exhausted n worked up.... i cant find the Real me
I miss the real me !!!