Scream of my silence

with that broad smile on my face
Chucking all those sorrows away
I still at times, I sit back and think
What's that's missing, where's my zing

In a room full of crowd
I still find myself lonely
Trying hard to figure out
What's that's missing, that one thing only

There's nothing I lack
Nothing that I'm short of
Still everyday I'll wear a fake smile
A calm n content person to show off

At times I feel so broken
Broken into two
But then I remember
It won't work out if I stay in this gloom

Wish it was simple to figure out
How to fill that hollow space
Something unknown that um in need of
Something for which I long, something for which I crave

Till then, I've got this in mind
That there'll definitely be a dawn
 N waiting for that I say
The show must go on... the show must go on

Set yourself free

Behind those closed bars
That only I could see
I tried to extend my hand
And reach that sunshine for glee

Flowing winds sparkling water
Chirping of birds in the sky be
Even so many imposed restrictions
Couldn't forbid them to reach me

Everyday every second
A fixed robotic scheduled is there be
But a sneak peak n a lil cheating
A break from this, um able to seek

Sometimes by my dance
Ahh sound of my ghungroos, please :))
The strumming to my guitar strings
Oh happiness, what more could u be

To all those kids
I go out on Sundays to meet
To every things I get for them
With that big smile they say" thanku Di"

To all those cribbing souls
Grumpiness hidden behind those masks be
Get up, get started
To reach ur happiness, thou shall flee

So remember this that I say
Store it in ur mind maybe
Your happiness is right there
All u need is to set urself free
Set urself free...

Things will get sorted

Like the dusk reaches the dawn
Like the nights have sunrises
Like all the ventures return back home
Like all the dirt comes down the dome

All i wanna say is
At the end of the day
Everything goes back to its place
Everything just gets sorted

Then why do we..
We the advanced human beings
Keep that sobbing goin on
Keep the mourning goin on

They say let by gones be bygones
N i knw how hard it is to implement that be
But on a serious note, what has happened wont get reverted
What was bad has been done, so leg it be

Today, tomorrow or maybe after a month or a week
U have to get back again on ur feet
be the strong soul Uve alwaz been

A small damage , a bad incident
Cant take away ur charm
What happened was a lesson
Cant be capable to tear u apart

So remember when i say this
Be a happy free spirit Uve alwaz been
Coz however dark the night maybe
Sunrise will break through definitely
U just wait n see... u just wait n see

When a guy happens

What yesterday seemed to b a normal landscape
Seems to be a beautiful view...
That's when a guy happens

When someone who would just get up , get dressed n is ready to go
Takes a second look to herself before she leaves the room
That's when a guy happens

When the one who complains that the time. Isn't passing by
Wants the clock to stop ticking...
That's when a guy happens

When u talk bout the stars , the moon, the beauty of the night
And thn ur glad to knw that the other talks bout the same
That's when a guy happens

When someone who can boldly look up into ppls eyes
Just shys away with that one look
That's when a guy happens

U might deny, might accept, night fight it out or ignore the fact that's thr

But even u knw... the guy has happened :))

Out of anger

for you I'm not a human being
Not even an individual alive
To h um just an order taking machine
In human skin disguised

I'm required to follow every order blindly
Without putting my logics in
Taking in all the trash said
Accumulating them all within

Good deeds aren't appreciated
But smallest of flaw is highlighted the most
N once u got a bad name
It follows u forever like a ghost

Where for even taking a survival breath
A prior permission is required
And when it comes to freedom
It's something which for long we've desired

Difference of one single boundary
Makes two worlds wide apart
It's not just about uniform or liberties
They are free for everything and rules on us bombard

Why this injustice why this harshness
When politenessand humanity can deal it better
But they never consider us theirs
N ever taken action , makes us shatter

Today and for coming days
I'll keep searching for a way out
I never did n can never belong here
That's something very clear and loud !!

Yes I'm free

yes in free...
Inspite of all your rules and regulations ...
Discipline and restrictions

They all fail to bound me


I have the freedom to think
To make my own choices
Pursue my wishes n be ....
Freedom to think, freedom to breathe




Physically u might have captivated me
But ur impositions or statergies
But my mind isn't a slave to ur rules
My soul isn't obliged to any
Yes I'm free

Emptiness

i pick up my pen
To spill the ink
To form few words
But I fail
All over again

I spill the ink
On pages left blank
To express the hidden
Feelings I posses


But yet again I fail
To reduce the contaminating plight
And that hollow feeling

Keeps piercing me from inside

First post :))

That grin on my face...
It's just not leaving
As I sit alone and smile again
Down in the memory lane... um leading