Tuesday, November 9, 2021

Wings

 Suffocating, breathless, congested , drowin

If only words could describe that sinking feeling

that one goes through 

 If only people could peep deep inside

 your head and know you arent ohk 

That the smiles are a cover up,

 the sanity is fake 

While deep down in your head, 

a trenmendous storm is churning up the sail

 Heart is burning,  but no one sees the fumes

, its all bloom outside,

 deep down is all gloom

 Alas, one day you decide,

 you cant fake it anymore 

You want to break free  throw the chains off 

You remove the rust and get rid of the chains

 But alas, your wings my dear

, had been bitten off and  trailed 

 What do you do? 

How do you fly 

 How do you stop those tears, how do you not make yourself cry

Monday, November 8, 2021

Chehre

 Jab bheed ki is basti mai 

Jab...

Kisi apne ki guhaar lagaoge

 Har ek jism ko maas ke andar

 Rooh ki jagah khokhla paoge 

Jab lagega sath denge

 wo jaane pehchane chehre

 Kya pata , tumhe barbaad kar

 Apni hi duniya baswne

 wo kisi aur sang dusri raahon se guzre

Jab laga tha ki nikal gaye us daldal se 

Kisi hath thame 

Aankh khuli to paya 

Aur gheraye mai khud hai hum dhakele 

 Bheed mai chale the

 hum dhundne wo jane pechane chehre 

Chodh ke wo humkohaage badhe, 

aur hum reh gaya Yun hi tanha waha there......

Friday, October 22, 2021

Fake

 The chirps die the day

When the listners ability to listen fade away

The smiles become fake

Probably coz relationships loose their deep rooted viens

The thoughts are blocked, conversations fade

Why dont we realize, in all this hustle

Our true emotions run away

Meeting , greeting, becomes part of just another day

Things don't excite you, probably coz expectations are way too grave

What do u do when something like this occurs

When there's no one to hear, but a head that has so much to say !!


A mind so strained, vivid and swayed

Yet u smile, and smile to say it's all ohk ! 

U keep that head high, and sparkle theway  more bright

Coz at times probably , you have nothing more to say 

A head full of thoughts, a love stronger n way stronger bond they say

But again and again u think the other way

Is it what u expected things will fall in place ?

A bitter piece lies up in the sugary sweet ray

I'm so worked up with this head full, and of things things that remained unsaid

Still I gotta smile, stay that sane and straight 

Probably they won't get it 

They don't understand the change 

Probably this too, has become fake

The the smile I done, probably this too has become fake !!


Saturday, January 16, 2021

Rooh

 Rooh dekhi hai kabhi

Chaand ke sire se nikalte huye 

Rooh dekhi hai kabhi

Yun hi baarish ke baadlo mai machalte huye

Kabhi tanha khamoshiyon ki guftagu mai uljhi 

kabhi chidhiyaa ki tarah chehekti wo phirti 

To kabhi khamoshiyon ki hawa se ladti rehti



Rooh dekhi hai kabhi

Kisi ke intezaar mai arse bitate huye

Rooh dekhi hai kabhi

Kisi ke khwaabo mai apna ghar basaate huye 

Kabhi sawere si tez roshni wo bikherti rehti

To kabhi raat ke seene mai Mayus yunhi doobi rehti


Rooh dekhi hai kabhi..... !