YOU

What does it take for you to be “you”?!?

Some extra efforts ?Some opinions ?
Some consents ?Some “go with the flow”?
Some “everyone should like me?” Syndrome

What if I tell u that none of this really matters ?
What if your “you” wasn’t based on some random judgements that people make ?
What if it’s not what they say to you or behind your back?
What if it’s not the rumours about you ?

Just coz you have emotional needs different than others
Or you define love in your own way
Maybe you have your own plans for things
Or maybe your priorities are still hay way
Maybe coz u look different or feel different
Or Maybe coz you have to deal with your shizz in your own way

Even if your not perfect
Even if your not everyone’s Apple of the eye
Even if you don’t match the ideal person
That society has I don’t know how defined

It isn’t the perfect eyeliner that you put
Or the silky smooth straight hair that u recently got
Not the well built biceps and triceps
Not the perfectly toned abs

Not about the new car that you’ve bought
It the expensive gifts you purchase
Not about your social media followers
Or how much your looks can slay

None of this will change you a bit
None of this makes the perfect piece of your grid

You’ve  walked your own journey
You’ve lived your own stories
Varied experiences that built you honey
All the happy times,and maybe little worries

It might be the way you approach people
Or the way you strike the conversation chords
The way you make them feel when your with them
Or maybe when your not around
Maybe how you surf over the difficult tides
Or maybe your theory about rotation of the earth

Maybe it’s about Times when people left you alone
Or times when People listened, but dint understand
About times when they dint respond the way you wanted
Or when they dint offer the support u intent
But , all this again, doesn’t change what makes you “you”

So may it be your pathetic poor jokes
Your aftermath over things
Your smile, your shine , your inner light
Your aura, your spirit
Your manners, your style
Your approach to people and other kind

Remember, what makes you “you”
Is precious of all , in all that while
Cherish it, live it,grow with time
Whatever be the time or tide

Baatein !

Thodi si roshni
Door kisi pahad se aati hai
Na jaane kyu zindgi
Aaj panchi ki tara gunguna rahi hai

Thdi dheemi , thodi timtimati
Thdi jhilmilati jaati hai
Kisi panchi ki tarah ye bilkul
Azaadi ke liye jhatpatati  hai

Ya yun kahe,
 ki kisi nrityaka ki tarah
Ghungroo pairo mai bandh
Dheeme dheeme
Madhur sa shor machati hai

Yahi to baatein hoti hai
Jinhe sannate  mai bhi hawa gungaati hai
Ya yun kahu ki ye raat meri saheli bankar
Chupke se mere geet gungunati  hai

Jugnoo bhi sunte hai
Aur kehne ko jhingoor bhi
Meri khamoshi ko awaaz bhi dete hai
Aur sang kuch kehte bhi hai kabhi

Bas mai hu aur
ye shaam Ki thodi baatein hai baaki
Kuch adhure kisse keh jaati hai
Aur na jaane kitne kuch sun, apne sang le jaati hai

Sadaiv aage bhadhna tu !

Toofani ki kashti mai yun hi sar utha ke chalta jaa tu
Na thama tha tu, na ruka hai tu, na thamega tu

Darna nahi kisi ke jhoothe behkaawe se
Ya phir galti se na aana tu kisi ki meethi baaton mai
Apna nishchay , apni neev karke buland tu
Sadaiv age badhta raha hai tu, sadaiv aage bhadhna tu

Ye na sochna ki yadi duniya ke niyam na mane maine to kya hoga
Na sochna tu ki kuch naya apna paryatan na karu
Anokha tu , adbhut tu ,
apni khud ki anokhi pehchan tu

Har maidaan fateh kar yun hi aage badte reh tu

Koshish asafal hone se haar na hogi
Himmat todne se jeet sakaar na hogi
Apne hausle bandh tu , safalta ke shikare pe savaar tu
Jaanbaaz  buland hunkaar ka sanchar tu

Ye neela asmaan ye bairagi duniya
Inpe Apne dam par vijay ki prahar kar tu

Jo badha hai wo jeeta hai, jo ruka wo khoya
Atal rehne wali pehchaan sakaar kar tu

Na jhukna tu na harna tu

Hausle buland kar, sapne saakaaar kar tu

Apni misaal ka duniya ko izhaar kar tu


Na rukna tu na jhukna tu... sadaiv aage badhna tu, sadev aage bharna tu !!

Is it worth?

Is it worth to be with someone
U can’t share ur happiness with
U can’t share ur saddeness with
Is it worth ur time to invest in someone
Who’s ready to let u go to bed sad
Who doesn’t ask you back if ur fine
While you shed your tears n wipe them on your own !
Is it worth your emotions to be there for a man
Who asks whether your emotions are his matter of concern
Whether a bad incident that happened with you, matters to him anyways?
Is it worth the wait to be with someone
For whom you forget your adversities, your problems, your issues n sort theirs
While they aren’t even there ... when u just want someone by your side so bad
Is it worth all that patience that u kept... to be with someone who loses his patience if you ask for a little extra time !
Think again and ask yourself again
Is it even worth, to go off to sleep n think ,still think - that tomorrow he might not be the same, tomorrow things maybe get better
I’ll ask this again- is it still worth all this
Over n over again ?

ur abscence doesn’t matter .... anymore

Ur absence doesn’t matter
If u don’t recieve any more of the regular messages from him anymore,
If its u making the first call now,
If u not pinging him doesn’t matter anymore
If your silence doesn’t bother him anymore
If he’s not intrested to know how was your day,
If he forgets things uve told him
If he now has no direct conversations
If he wants to put down the phone asap
If things aren’t the same anymore
If ur instincts tell u so...
Trust me, my friend .... ur presence isn’t required anymore
Nd ur absence will not matter anymore !!

For guys who aren’t over the previous girl

Guys, who haven’t moved over their prev girls.
Pls don’t allow some other girls to count on u,
Restrict your relation with that new girl to just friends,
when u have no intentions to take it forward
Dont talk to that girl the whole day confiding each and every detail of your routine,
telling her things, that uve already shared with your prev girl n then saying” I haven’t got so close to anyone in all this time”
Let that girl not think that you were waiting for her call when u desperately pick up the call in first ring,
Let that girl not develop any attachment for u ,By u being awke for her late night, listening to nothing but her silence,
Coz after all, you have to go back to your prev girl
Don’t send her pictures stating that uve got it clicked just for her , coz after all that will make her feel important to u.
Don’t become the goody good vibe of change in her life, when you don’t intent to keep it that way
Coz after all , she’s just a intermediate thing till you get back to your prev girl
But when uve done all this ,
made her develop hopes, attachment, trust, empathy for u...
 don’t drop everything right in middle n run, without an explaination, like a coward
Have the guts to say, that u wanna go back to the same girl, for whom you told her ”I never wanna see her face again”
Have the guts to tell her that NO , you never were important
Have the courage to tell her that she no more means anything to u
Coz guys , you will go back to ur prev girl, but this girl .... she will have all gathered pieces of her heart broken again !!
N a lesson that she’ll never forget
Never will she allow, just a friend, to move closer sentimentally
Never will she take someone’s “I think I like u” at 3 in the morning as a sign of attachment
Never will she spend hours on phone, chatting n describing each details of her day, even though she doesn’t like talking much
Never again will she even think of making someone else important
Coz my friend , for someone who left u earlier , n u wanted to go back to them, u spoiled the emotional index of someone , who never was a part of it
Who never was a part of it

Some other time.... maybe !!

He asked me randomly...

 What kind of a guy are u looking for...

And there..for the first time... Out of words i was ...

It was for the first time.. That i couldnt grab the right words to frame a response to him...

But this time, even my wittiness couldn’t pull me out of it...

Tried my best ... To avoid the question... Again and again... 

But his persistence, i swear.... Was something commendable i should say ...

Blush blush.... Was saying it all.

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Oh did he assumed the right answer... Or still it was in the black hole 🤣.

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But... Certain things are better left unsaid... And like alwaz ... I told him again “for the next time, we should keep this conversation safe” !!! .

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